I sometimes wonder how upset the clients would be if they
knew how mentally ill some of their therapists are.
When I worked in the kitchen my friend got mad, like really
mad, because she saw her therapist at an AA meeting. This is odd, to me, because
a lot of people who are in recovery for addiction are substance abuse
counselors.
Would you feel worse or better if you know that we have
panic attacks sometimes when we drive or, at the grocery store?
Would you feel worse or better if you knew some nights we
can’t sleep so we stay up cleaning and fixing?
Would you feel worse or better knowing that sometimes we
take ourselves off of our medication because we, too, resent having to take it?
Like being the therapist means we are supposed to know better than to be
mentally ill.
Would you feel worse or better knowing how many of us almost
got fired because the ADHD makes it almost impossible to keep up with all of
the paperwork? (Seriously, so much paperwork)
These are things I wonder about.